MY EXPERIMENT:

My personal Human Design journey started 3 years ago.. You know that feeling when you are in such grief and you feel like all life’s Magick has closed it’s door? Obsessively asking, WHY? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN??? I thought I had worked on my trauma and upgraded my self worth. That was the moment HD came back for me, to lift me up and make sure that my repeating cycles would indefinitely come to an end. Originally I got my first reading when I was just 22, working as a hairdresser at a holistic spa & salon, by a lovely healer named Heather. My first interpretation was that this system looked very intimidating, although I had been working on myself for years, I was still drinking multiple times a week, and in a toxic polyamorus relationship. The beauty of this network fell dormant, I wasn’t ready for a change. I hit another rock bottom at 27, just when I thought I had found someone I that would spend the rest of my life with, my realtionship was crumbling in my hands. soon enough it ended in harsh abandonment. I had experienced so much brainwashing, neglect, and abandonment in my early years because my family were submerged in one cult or another. I never had privacy, I never felt like I could stretch out, let alone be free as myself…I have been fighting for a home and understanding for years. At age 14, I had enough, I left the church… The endless fight and stubborness to be myself and be an artist lead my into a world of opportunities I was not fully prepared to respond to. Especially because I didn’t recognize who I even was after so many years of conditioning. Fast forward, I am 3 years in my truth, into my deconditioned body… evey single day living and getting used to always speaking honestly. Having freedom to make room for myself… to carve my own path in gravity, instead of being lost, alone and misunderstood. I no longer fear the unknown because I know my talents are my ally, I am here to master as much as I can in this human dimension. Knowledge of physics by skateboarding, snowboarding, yoga, knowledge of love by living a erotic and passionate life, being a poet and lyricist…immersing myself into the web of nature. With my skills I am safe no matter where I am because I am a valuable source of knowledge, and I am here to serve. You are free to be honest and open here, and you will be thanked and honored for that.